What happen this morning keeps on re-playing inside my head.
Throughout the day, I'd been in a stance. At times, I would suddenly zoned out. Staring into nothing. Now & then, Naim brings me out of it. Trying to gather what's wrong. Sadly, I am incapable of expressing myself. In fact, I had never feel quite this way before.
In short, I am zombified.
What happen, makes me think. Re-evaluate who I am seriously.
I guess I am not the person I imagined I am.
Right now, I leave it to Allah S.W.T. Meanwhile, let the incident keep on re-playing itself with hope one day it will fade on its own.
XOXO
Friday, June 15, 2012
ZOMBIFIED
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Sunday, April 1, 2012
Life is Love
So, it has been 2 weeks since I started my final clinical practice in Hospital Selayang, Selangor.
Hospitals amazed me with their stories. Somehow, I feel hospitals very inspiring if you look at the right places the right way. I know i know, hospitals are dull and full of sick people so how can it be so inspiring?
Easy.
As a Muslim, we're told to remember 5 things before 5 things. In this instance, 2 of them answers the above questions.
Healthy before Sick.
Life before Death.
So, yes. Every story behind a patient's life are very much inspiring. What makes it better is that you know its true. Not just some script created by us with no such experiences as them. Take it positively, remember our place here on earth. Everyone is a nobody on earth. :)
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Story One
She's a young mother not even 30 years old yet, with 3 kids. One of them hospitalized. Her husband? Long gone with another woman without a divorce. Reason? She's no longer attractive. Her womanly parts are used out. A younger women suits him better than her. She no longer hopes for him, nor she hopes for another man. She's happy on her own. She's happy with her kids. She doesn't care as long as her kids stayed with her.
Such a pity.
Its not that she is not beautiful, but sometimes men forgets that beauty gets old. Hold it right there women before you go "hell yeahhh". Women too, tends to forget that beauty gets old. Sometimes, we pay too much attention to physical beauty that we forget its the inside that really matters. Choose and find those with faith to Him, insyaAllah we'll get someone with dignity and manners.
Story Two
A boy, an innocent age still. Playful, active age. Its normal for them to run around, fall down and bang with each other. But who are we to fight His wish? He runs and bangs a friend in the head. Gets on with school without any major problems. Problem starts the moment he reaches home, he suffered seizures.
Doctor diagnosis? Traumatic Brain Injury.
One minute you're a normal kid, the next minute you are dependent, inactive, pretty much bed-ridden although still lovable. :') Positively, we can say Allah loves him more. He protected him from the sin of the world.
Story Three
Who knows how work-life are gonna affect us, no? She's young, not yet 40 but already suffering common medical problems you hear in an elderly's life. Diabetes and Hypertension at such a young age. One day, she falls from stroke. Lucky her, although depressed she still have the will to get better. 8 months of physiotherapy, she could now walk independently, but... she still haven't gotten back her hand function. :( She also look depressed with her gait pattern. I can't help but feel very very sorry for her. Oh, did I mention she have a 8 year old kid? No? Ok. So, now I'm telling you.
I pray for her.. I can't imagine if I was in her place. I really feel I have a great great GREAT tendency to get depressed easily.
So, you're still not happy in your life cause you have no boyfriend or the latest gadget?
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There is always more stories besides the one I mentioned.
Working in a hospital can be a bore, but there is always a story behind everything. Turn it around your way. :)
XOXO
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Thursday, February 23, 2012
Smiling Like There's No Tomorrow
So result's are out and I am a happy girl !
Alhamdullilah, what i've been waiting for since my 3rd semester had been achieved this semester. :)
I am even happier that it made my dad happy. He's not the kind that is easy to please. *grin*
What's next ?
Final clinical practice and my final research report !
Pray that I'll pass with flying colours just like last semester.
I really really hope I wont lost enthusiasm and focus too easily though.
XOXO
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Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Result Day
Assalamualaikum and good evening !
So, tomorrow is UiTM's result day for the Semester 2 2011/2012. Seems like most people are tweeting or posting up status about it, directly or indirectly. No matter what my result is, I have to brave myself to accept it.
Hold on to the Creator's word that he won't test us more than what we can deal with.
Well, not gonna ramble much about that. I was on a very very LONG hiatus from blogging, no? I wasn't that busy but I just lost cause and words to blog. I guess I was on twitter too much that blogging became a 2nd option to write about opinions, complaints and life events.
The second last semester of my 4 years of study are hectic and eventful! *LOVE* I joined in my campus's innovation day. We didn't get any recognition but we did have fun looking at everyone's creative and genius innovation. Okay, maybe not all was fascinating as there was stuffs that I don't understand and I didn't even look at ALL of them. Just those near to our booths. Our team do have to congratulate the ALL boys teams from our class that got their self a Gold prize! *proud-for-you-guys!*
After innovation, comes the Inter-campus Aerobic Competition & Inter-faculty Aerobic Competition. Oh my, a whole month of practice almost every evening and night was fun fun fun! Tiring? Yes but FUN ! We didn't won the inter-campus competition. Well, we're the underdog amongst all of the team. but we got SECOND PLACE for the inter-faculty level. Speechless moment for the whole team. Our supporters are so sweet to say that we deserves to get first place but alas, we're happy even with even second place. Special shoutout to ALL who came ! The boyfie, the girlfie ween and kak zeha, the classmates and also the juniors ! Thank you all !
All these while I was also busy with my data collection for my final year research paper. I am still in the middle of getting the research paper done. Although the motivation is so not there ! I've been procrastinating since earlier this month! Help?
InsyaAllah, once the research paper are done, I'll be going for my final clinical practice at Hospital Selayang for 3 months. With Allah's willing, I might be graduating this year ! Pray for me will ya?
As usual, I ramble too much about myself. Oh well...
XOXO
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Saturday, February 11, 2012
Birthday Wishes!
I always have a lots of birthday wishes, thus... I blog about it.
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Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Super Girl !
As'salam !
This blog had been literally abandoned by me since the last post ! Well, I have been very busy with work, programs, commitments and more since then. :) I had been involved in a community program at Negeri Sembilan, I opened up a booth for an event in UiTM, then there's all this assignment and aerobic sessions, there was also the elderly program by MBPJ where my whole class was involved, then there's our innovation project. Phewwww~
That is not the end of it however, this weekend I've a Chic Pop date with my girls followed by an aerobic courses on the following day. Well, and the student's life again starts with test ! Not to mentioned, final research are going on now. Not just me, but this applies to my whole class. So far, I haven't seen a single person flopped out yet. :) I don't think I ever will as we survived last semester *one of the most horrible semester ever* therefore I doubt that we would ever give up NOW. No, no way. Not at the very end of the journey to get that scroll of Bachelor of Physiotherapy with Honours !
Well, as usual I'm rambling and imagining stuffs again. I would love to update about all the programs and events I've been involved but yet I am still busy. Maybe one day. :)
XOXO
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Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Quick Update
Well, I do complains sometimes my life are to... un-eventful?
The fact is, I am bundled up with works after 3 weeks of class. The worst thing is that I just have no idea where should I start. After 2 weeks of procrastinating, I started on some of my works tonight. Repeat, SOME. and it's not even that much. =.='
Yes. I am a procrastinator. *Kahwin nak cepat pulak kan?* LOL !
This is always been a bad habit of mine ! Besides not being able to wake up early easily, not knowing how to cook, yadayadayada.. okay fine. I have to admit I have LOTS of flaws. So future husband, please bear with me at all times.
So, assignments.. Normal. I already have a few. Highlight of the semester is our Geriartric Program in collaboration with MBPJ. :) *To those who're confused, geriartrics means older person or "Warga Emas"* I love handling programs, but sometimes it exhausts me. Believe me, handling old people is not as easy as it looks. I'll talk more about this in another post.
The thing is, my head is spinning and eyes are begging me to close them till next week. Okay, tak lawak. I just wanna make a shout out. This morning we voted for our 3 months clinical placement next March. Ehem ehem...
I AM GOING TO HOSPITAL SELAYANG.
XOXO
p/s: Love is going away for the weekend. No, that is an understatement. He is going away for a freaking 4 days ! :'( Over much? Haha!
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