Tuesday, March 31, 2009

kerja-kerja daku yang tertangguh.

Due date: 8 April 2009
Progression: 40%
Type: presentation report

Due date: 13/14th week
Progression: 10%
Type: research report

Due date: 13th week
Progression: 5%
Type: case study

Due date: 14th week
Progression: None
Type: Health promotion Video

Test yang akan dihadapi.

Type: practical
Date: 6 April 2009

Type: Theory
Date: 2 April 2009

Type: Theory
Date: 7 April 2009

Type: Practical
Date: 7 April 2009

Type: Theory
Date: 9 April 2009

State of Mind: A very HUGE mess.


Monday, March 30, 2009

Lumut: Not perfect but okay.

Finals: a mess

Mind: a mess

Body: weak

Love life? No idea.


Thursday, March 26, 2009

i am heading to Lumut, Perak tomorrow.

Thank You.


Ku tahu
Kau bukan lawan untukku
Sampai aku harus cemburu
Fikirkan dirimu

these days, songs that i'd never take notice of hits me like a lightning bolt.
it's funny and confusing.


Tuesday, March 24, 2009


i am now, holding on to this quote.

smile & laugh.
then all the problems may fade away.

i'm a natural in running away from problems.
i put people's feeling first before i do. (sometimes)
just because i am afraid of being hurt myself.
afraid that i can't handle the truth.


is definitely not the word to describes me.
physically or emotionally.

at times.
i hope that people could understand me immediately.

they can't.
some wouldn't.
others just don't give a damn.

i am missing high school.
very much.

could you prescribe me something to induce amnesia?


Saturday, March 21, 2009

i need something to starts my life as a student again.

somehow, i lost it somewhere in the middle of my dilemmas and my excitements of actually being out and about.

unlike last semester.


he's a good support. but i need a support from inside of me.

Hello AIN..!!
u are obviously a DIVA.

and a diva NEVER gives up and is always CONFIDENT.

wake up
start strutting down the runway.


i just know i will achieve my dreams.


Wednesday, March 18, 2009

i am hurt. :)

but who cares?


Tuesday, March 17, 2009


i took this quiz in facebook.

u be the judge wether it's true or not :)

  • Abstract thoughts.
  • Loves reality and abstract.
  • Intelligent and clever.
  • Changing personality.
  • Attractive.
  • Sexy.
  • Temperamental.
  • Quiet, shy and humble.
  • Honest and loyal.
  • Determined to reach goals.
  • Loves freedom.
  • Rebellious when restricted.
  • Loves aggressiveness.
  • Too sensitive and easily hurt.
  • Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
  • Dislike unnecessary things.
  • Loves making friends but rarely shows it.
  • Daring and stubborn.
  • Ambitious.
  • Realizing dreams and hopes.
  • Sharp.
  • Loves entertainment and leisure.
  • Romantic on the inside not outside.
  • Superstitious and ludicrous.
  • Spendthrift.
  • Tries to learn to show emotions.

i know it can sometimes be ridiculous. but sometimes, these quizzes can be entertaining too.


Monday, March 16, 2009

have you ever think of it this way.

you are almost there. meeting half way down the road already.
then suddenly, the road that used to be straight
suddenly divides into 2 junction
you became confused to choose which one.

the 1st one is the one you are familiar with.
you have been through the road for several years.
while the 2nd one, is a new road
you still needs time to get familiar with.

which would you choose?

a road from your past or a new road into a new future?

p/s: care to stay away?


Saturday, March 14, 2009

somehow.. i never even paid attention to this song. but tonight the lyrics kind of hit me. hard.

ku tahu ku bukan terbaik
namun ku rasa kita molek
sebagai sepasangan
merpati dua sejoli

tik tok tik
detak detik waktu
usah dibiarkan berlaku
tanpaku disisimu
tanpaku kekasihmu

setiap kali ku baca
hikayat cinta agung
tragedi komedi aku selasai
seolah ia tercipta menceritakan
tentang kisah kita

selalu mahu selalu
dekat denganmu
saling termangu
cemburu, resah dan rindu
bergaul rasa bila kau tiada


Sunday, March 8, 2009

i dont noe why..i just feel like blogging..

maybe because i am happy. :)

today..i just feel like smiling.

there's a bit of incidence that kind of put my smiles away but nothing major. :)

i said it before and i will say it again.
happiness doesnt last all day long.




LOL..its been a week already. see how time flies when u don't appreciate it? XD

sigh..where do i start?
how do i feel?
i actually don't know what to feel all the moments i was there.
i don't know what i feel when i with 77 others were practically bathing in a pool of mud. (total ewwhh)
i don't know what i feel when i was doing things that i normally won't do. (ex. waterfall repelling!)
i know what i feel when i was practically forced to do the flying fox.

i totally freaked out!
i can't figure myself at that time. LOL~

Makan dalam talam?
haha! i am not surprised cause i am used to it. :P
berlagak gile. bengong gak ain nieh. XD

what else..
oh and i am so happy the three days we were there!
i am well taken care of him -sayang sama kamu-
he was there to support me everytime i need it.
yes he was.

:) :) :)


Saturday, March 7, 2009

Happiness is what everybody seek for.

once u got it, doesn't mean it will last. my advice?

don't get your hopes too high.

through my experience, these past weeks, I'd put my hopes too high every time i found happiness. and it's true, i am not happy for long. as something would come up, thus turning my smile into a frown or tears in a flash.

Karma. that is what i am thinking of.
a punishment for all my wrongdoings? Every time i feels like life is perfect, those perfection would be ripped away from me in the blink of an eye.

I faked my smiles, i faked my laughter.
but as a friend had said,
"Ain, your eyes can't lie the slightest bit of lie."
i've got to admit it's true.
i can't hide my tears. i am terrified of my own fear.

what fear?

Monophobia is an acute fear of being alone and having to cope without a specific person.

Paranoia is a thought process characterized by excessive anxiety or fear, often to the point of irrationality and delusion.


Monday, March 2, 2009



it's official!~

the diva had at last went camping!!~

as weird as it may sounds, but it's the truth~

The camp was at Latta Charok, Janda Baik from 26 Feb to 28 Feb.

Lots had happen and it would take up lots of my time to tell it all.

Priority first!~
My anatomy test this Friday which had been postponed 3 times already. Am i lucky or not?

will tell u all in detail bout the camping in another post~
later dearest~


Monday, 16 February 2009

8.00 am ~ Electrophysical Modalities class
10.00 am ~ Physiotherapeutic Exercise Theory Test
12.00 pm ~ Sport’s Day meeting
2.00 pm ~ Electrophysical Modalities class
4.00 pm ~ Physiotherapeutic Exercise class
Night ~ Revise for tomorrow practical test

Tuesday, 17 February 2009

10.00 am ~ Management and Professional Issues’ class
12.00 pm ~ Management and Professional Issues’ Project Meeting
2.00 pm ~ Physiotherapeutic Exercise Practical Test
4.00 pm ~ Electrophysical Modalities class ( Mdm have a meeting)
4.30 pm ~ went out to get Sport’s Day poster printed
Night ~ Finish up: CTU553 presentation slides, Kinesiology Assignment, BEL442 Research Framework

Wednesday, 18 February 2009

8.00 am ~ Ethnic Relations Presentation
10.00 am ~ Hand in BEL442 Research Framework
Went to Shah Alam and pick up Sport’s Day Banner
12.00 pm ~ Sport’s Day Meeting
2.00 pm ~ Kinesiology’s class (canceled)
Evening ~ Catch up with my sleep
Night ~ Revise Anatomy and prepare for Anatomy’s and Kinesiology’s Presentation

Thursday, 19 February 2009

12.00 pm ~ Sport’s Day meeting
2.00 pm ~ Anatomy Presentation (Test postponed)
4.00 pm ~ Kinesiology Presentation (Not chosen)
7.00 pm ~ Dinner with Naim, Emkay, Fifi, Zool, and Akmal.
9.00 pm ~ Urgent Meeting with PHYTAS
1.00 am ~ Went back home.

Friday, 20 February 2009

9.00 am ~ went back to Alamanda
- Get Pn.Normah to get all the stuffs needed for “Hari Bertemu Pelanggan” on Monday
- Went out to buy mineral waters for Sport’s Day
12.00 pm ~ Sport’s Day meeting
1.00 pm ~ Sent Naim to Shah Alam
2.30 pm ~ Pick Naim up and went straight to Alamanda.
4.00 pm ~ Pick up stuffs from Pn.Normah.
5.00 pm ~ Join Helmi and Peyek at J.O and went to Kompleks Rakan Muda to check out the place.
7.00 pm ~ Went back to Alamanda to freshen up.
9.00 pm ~ Last meeting for Sport’s Day
11.00 pm ~ went to have supper with Naim and Emkay
12.00 am ~ back home. J

Saturday, 21 February 2009

7.15 am ~ On the way to Kompleks Rakan Muda

~ Whole day spent there for Sport’s Day~

Sunday, 22 February 2009

11.00 am ~ went back to Alamanda to get some stuffs and sent it to Naim’s house in Shah Alam

Then, we went on a date. LOL~