a change in plan.

i'm going back to Kelantan tomorrow morning.
will be staying in my aunt's house.
am not sure if i'll be online.
will try to.
planning to shop and do LOTS of thinking there.
was thinking to drag my cousins to a beach or any place serene enough to think and calm myself down.


anyway,
city life and country life.
is it all that much difference?
maybe?

when someone out of no where, suddenly lives in a city and looks down upon country life, eventhough he's lived that life before. what will the ppl living the country life feel?

someone from the country, think negatively of those in the city. how does that make them feel?

in the end, both parts would be hurt.
what's worst, both part had put themselves at the same level.
they're neither better nor worst.

it's not the physical appearance that matter.
one may dress up in city lifestyle.
but in their heart, we won't know for fact.

i am correcting my mistake.
and i don't want any of my friends did the same as i did.
i had once look down on country life.
but in fact, they're better than my life.

a city life.
which had no serenity and pure happiness.
what is there to be happy about?
too busy trying to catch time?
avoid traffic?
shopping for things out of my league?
eating out, always?

yes. i prefer a city life despite all that.
i've been bought up with all that.

needless to say,
at times, i miss the sea.
i miss the green.
i miss the serenity.
i miss the togetherness.

my family may not be perfect.
they may not be the best example.
we may not be the happiest of all.
but we are still family.
without them, i am nothing.

XOXO