Friday, June 20, 2008

Un-decided

does the title really exist? idc. whats on my mind now is either to challenge myself or play safe? i really wanted to challenge myself, but i've to consider that if i failed myself, i would cost my future.
to play safe means my qualification was wasted.(at least thats what my family said) whatever the decision is, its up to me.

those who knows me well..u would know that i've been aiming for medic since in school back then. but as time past, i dont know if i'm really up to it. it seems like a very hardwork.plus, i've to sacrifice a lot..and i mean A LOT of things. i've got to study for a very looong time.plus the three years in govt.hospitals..damn! My vision is to be a speacialist..no way i'm gonna be just a doctor! Hell no! *sigh* that means adding few more years. there goes my life. WAIT! that if i chose to do medicine u peeps!! dont get me wrong...

Lets just time decide thats..meanwhile..i'm impressed with an old friend of mine. He's currently doing mass comm in UITM Melaka if i'm not mistaken. Ezzat Asyiq. I'm impressed with his blog. Maybe cam "ntah pape je ain nie". but i seriously do meant what i said. He blogs in B.Melayu. not just in BM but quite proper BM. i'd blogged in BM but obviously..rojak nye BM.haha!Neway..good for you ejat~ You'd made me realised things i hadnt before. =)

XOXO

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