more and more...

i made a mistake.

pretended to be strong when i'm not.

now, i suffers from my ego.

tears wont stop falling how much i tried to stop it.

laughter suddenly stops being a miracle for a sudden.

i'd crippled back into the weak 'old' me.

maybe it's just who i am.

either that..

or i should never get to close to anyone ever.

cause i could never stand the word "seperated" or worst..

"goodbye".

XOXO