OMG!

i've got one paper left!

ONE!

but then,

i still got my practicals, which is not a big deal.

not that i'm good at it.

it's just that it's not as tense as a theory paper would be.

my weekends are booked this week.

;p

XOXO

i am so not in the mood for my finals~

cant wait for it to end.

but then,

what am i going to do?

sigh~

something.
maybe.

XOXO

if it's meant to be it will be.

i would like to say.

the melting Queen is frozen

again

day by day


XOXO

it's been a while i actually update bout myself.

i can't put in words.
it would be a long long post that'll practically take up the whole page.

let's just say.
i've had my rough times this semester.
what with all the emotional imbalance and all.
i am not saying that i went through all this well

in fact,
i was practically living with tears.

but,
due to some reasons.
i gained back my strength
my confidence
and my faith.

what i was trying to do was actually being independent
trying to actually go trough all this alone
but never could make it.
i still turn to people around me.
if i don't, none of my work would be done
which is another mean of suicide.
right?

whatever it is.
i am fine as i am now.

this was a lot of help. it reminds me of who i really am. :)

had my anatomy exam this evening.

ewwh..

it's one hell of a paper.

only Dr.Alia's question i answered confidently.
Dr.Rozana's & Dr.Hamzah's?

LOL~
let's just pray
i dont have to repeat the paper.
such a nuisance.
sigh~

XOXO

berbaloi kah pengorbanan itu
jika kita terpaksa memendam rasa
yang akhirnya
mungkin memakan diri kita sendiri?

perasaan itu sesuatu yang kompleks
sukar untuk ditafsir
kekadang,
sukar untuk diluahkan.

kekadang,
perasaan kita sering disalah ertikan.
biarpun kita cuba menerangkan
tetap juga tidak berhasil

perasaan yang dipendam
adalah racun yang memakan diri
sedikit demi sedikit
sehingga akhirnya
kita kalah.

di saat itu,
tak mungkin dapat diselamatkan
apa yang cuba dipelihara
dengan memendam perasaan

contoh?

cemburu
orang kata tanda sayang
tapi jika dipendam
mungkin menjadi benci

situasi ku?
cuba berlagak "cool"
tapi sebenarnya?
aku menahan sakit.

benci saya mendengar bunyi telefon kamu
kerana setiap kali itu
aku pasti tertanya-tanya
namun aku x mampu bertanya
semata-mata
mengelak persengketaan.

LOL~
bagaikan drama melayu yang x pernah sudah,
tapi ini lah realitinya.
dan saya?
x mampu lari dari realiti ini.

ya, abang.
saya berjanji.
saya akan tempuhi semuanya.
cukup.
saya tak akan lari lagi.

:)

Ikhwanul Naim Ismail~

Happy Birthday Sayang~

I hope for whatever u hope
&
I hope for us to stay happy. :)

It's your only 22nd
So, may it be a BLAST~

Love, AIN~

p/s: i love you.

XOXO

Rezuin!~

Happy Birthday
to my dearest friend~

Sweet 20 sayang~

Hope ur happy with life in every aspects~

Love, academics etc etc etc.

from urs truly,
Diva Gedikx~
AIN~

:)

smile please AIN..


no matter what u go through.

:)

Final examination~
i hate the 1st week~ hectic for a last minute person like ME!~

21st April 2009
CTU553
ANP410

22nd April 2009
PHT425

29th April 2009
PHT436

2nd May 2009
PHT431

5th May 2009
PHT425 (Practical)

6th May 2009
PHT436 (Practical)
PHT431 (Practical)

XOXO

n0 No nO

this is NOT happening.

please.

No!

i am at lost.

why?

what?

how?

when?

where?

all those questions keep popping up in my head.

screaming for answers

which only u cud give me.

i smiled. i laughed.
but inside i am hurting.

these insecurity is killing me.

but u,

no. u don't understand.

it's just too hard for u right?

i guess it's up to me.

to fight this battle alone.
maybe it will work. maybe it won't.

XOXO

i'm having my anatomy test at 8.00 am

yet

i am still trying to finish up the 1st chapter.

sigh~

3 more chapters to go~


XOXO

kerja-kerja daku yang tertangguh.

CTU553 -DONE-
Due date: 8 April 2009
Progression: 40%
Type: presentation report

BEL442 -DONE-
Due date: 13/14th week
Progression: 10%
Type: research report

PHT436 -DONE-
Due date: 13th week
Progression: 5%
Type: case study

PHT437 -DONE-
Due date: 14th week
Progression: 80%
Type: Health promotion Video

PHT437 -DONE-
Due date: 14th week
Progression: 30%
Type: Reflective Folder

PHT425
Due Date: 14th week
Progression: 80%
Type: Mat Activities Notes


Test yang akan dihadapi.

PHT436 -DONE-
Type: practical
Date: 6 April 2009

PHT431 -DONE-
Type: Theory
Date: 2 April 2009

PHT425 -DONE-
Type: Theory
Date: 7 April 2009

PHT425 -DONE-
Type: Practical
Date: 7 April 2009

ANP410 -DONE-
Type: Theory
Date: 9 April 2009

State of Mind: A very HUGE mess.

XOXO