i am at lost.

why?

what?

how?

when?

where?

all those questions keep popping up in my head.

screaming for answers

which only u cud give me.

i smiled. i laughed.
but inside i am hurting.

these insecurity is killing me.

but u,

no. u don't understand.

it's just too hard for u right?

i guess it's up to me.

to fight this battle alone.
maybe it will work. maybe it won't.

XOXO