What Happen?

We was the ultimate B & S.

note, WAS.

though i know, i don't exist anymore in her diaries of life.

and only God knows, how hurt i am thanks to her actions and words.

There's a feeling, lingering around. Reminding me, of the times together.

Pushing me to ask myself, what is she up to nowadays.

but seriously, for what?

we've been given chances to redeem back old times.

but both of us, for best or for worst;

denied it.

i could repeat saying, i couldn't care less?

but who am i kidding?

i do care.

i'm not really good at first moves.

but if there is something worth holding on forever;

it's friendship sewn with love.

If she reads this, i know she know that its her i'm talking about.

XOXO

p/s: pathetic as i sound, i rather be a pathetic loser on earth than a helpless loser in hell. :)