numb.

i can't explain this feeling.
i hate what i'm feeling.
it feels like insecurity.

what is insecurity?
it's a disastrous feeling that could lead us astray.
and it's ur own fault if u feel that way.

serve me right for having this feeling.
yet i can't seem to get rid of it.
sigh~

it looks promising.
yet, it is so fragile that u won't do anything to it in case it might break.
when i started to blog in this manner again, it could mean a lot.
but right now i am suffering from a heart disease.
i'm afraid i might suffers from OCD.
which is not good.

repeat, not good!

we're not fragile.
instead,

I am.

not understanding what i'm saying?
ignore me then. :)

XOXO