i have no idea what to blog but i want to blog. cause, sian stalker i nnt tade ape nak bace. *ahh, mcm ade stalker* whatever. anyway, this holiday had been very unproductive. except that i had manage to meet up with lots of lost friends. intentionally or unintetionally. *wujud ke that word?*
whatever. somehow, this holiday i found myself back. some news make me re-think about myself. i hate hypocrites. so, why be one? haha. oh. i don't intend in changing anything. something to do with my soul. *omg. i am so crapping* oh. madonna's vc are showing on tv and i'm thinking why is she dancing like that? mmg in-trend ke? haha.

i am broke right now. yeah. everyone is happily shopping for YES. i'm crapping around w/o cash. i hate it. haha. luckily, i haven't found anything that i really really want. oh. i am starting a birthday wish list. haha. wish list. i wish i could have it. but even if i don't, hey, wish doesn't always come true rite? oh. i rarely drive. but once i drive, alone. i don't want to stop. especially when i don't know what to think. *serabut* that is why, i reaalllyy wants a car to drag to college. nevermind the fact i can't drive it to class. i just wants it to be there so i can drive whenever i want. to run away when i wanted to. haha. it is so frustating having to rely on people at college. see, this is why i hate colleges. there is no privacy. haha. maybe i'll find a private spot for a run-away time. just like i use to in alamanda.

oh. in-security. yeah. i can be insecure. some people do know how to take advantage on that. thank god they've stop. i don't need u to try mess things up. i can do it perfectly on my own. haha. not that i wanted to, but sometimes i feel myself annoying. haha. what a confession! i mean, when i worry bout things i don't want to worry about. i'll get annoyed at myself. my ego had also annoys me loads of time. so, yeah. i do feel annoy with myself.

oh. i da tatau nak crap ape. haha. mwahxes!

XOXO