Tari Tirana

i wanted more than i can achieved.
that has always been me since forever.
i wanted to be on the top of the list.
i taught that i have everything.

but as lifes goes on,
i realised i never did have everything.
instead,
i have nothing.

right now, after 19 years of life.
i felt empty as empty as can be.

i could not rationalize my actions.
i couldn't think straight.
my emotions are guiding me.
my hormonal imbalance are misleading me.
my insecurity is driving me nuts.

well,
atleast it's an achievement when i realised i am getting crazy.

the title has nothing to do with the blogging.
lols.

XOXO